Waiting is one of the most complex parts!!! I'm so sorry to hear about this hardship in your life🥲My husband, and I fought cancer together in 2019-2020!!! My best advice is to take one day at a time, and before you know it, this too shall pass🤗 hugs!!! And please take care of yourself!!! It's almost more brutal to watch someone go through something than going through the motions🙏💙✨